I've still got it. Jessica fell asleep on the sofa, so I carried her to the bedroom. OK, it wasn't like picking up a newspaper or carrying a pillow, but I could still carry her, no problem. I can't pick her up without waking her up, so there's no real reason for me to carry her besides showing myself that I can still do it.
Mission accomplished.
I like it. I like the idea of me carrying Jessica and Hilda in their sleep. That I have the power to move them without them knowing, that I may guard them, that I can watch over them and make sure they feel good. Without them knowing that I do it.
I think it's love.